Cooperate operations

I have a choice or I had a choice?
Believe me when you find time, endeavours got me hauling
Like an innocent deer, I dare not stare at my fate.
Time to take means of passion or is it?
Who am I fooling or where am I going?

Collision theory has got me smiling,
Perseverance got me clicked at the end of the road.
For who am I protecting? Or who am I playing for?
Let alone I have established a trusted alliance with the blue books.
Stoned my friends secrete to let them break their vows of truth.

Cant visit my Mom cause she no longer intact with me
Asked her to speak to me but she’s silent,
The amount of pain I’ve installed in me keeps me
From all the unknown out comes of this life.
In trouble most of the time I fill. For only
She has become my divided filling.

Who am I to groom me?
Am I old enough? Or was I transpired?
It clear some of my memory was supressed.
Only that could explain the shock absorption, only then
Grazed many oceans to understand my pain.
But who am I fooling, who am I to complain?
Even the creator of mankind looks at me
With disappointment, he lays his conscious to bed.
Default explains how I fill, default.
I was only created to test drive some ideas, and for sum
I’m just a foundation of divided attention.


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